oh lord..

..the complexities of life in a frequently too-close-for-normality group of 23 year old single people!
holy mother
matt says we should start being more open on these pages of nosiness than we have been to-date. particularly concerning the inner-workings of friendships between boys and girls, the lines around and inside of which have never been more blurred, en masse, than during the last few months. i quite agree. i didn't think it would be me that started it though.
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and do you know what? i wrote and i wrote, about a certain situation between two certian people that i love dearly. and some about me. and i chickened out. erased it all.

we can't rewind