self-raising expectations..

contrived
affected
absurd
unnatural
dull
impersonal
cliched
predictable
uninquisitive
unoriginal
uninspiring
unanswerable
hard work
crap
can you guess what it is yet...?
that's right, folks, it s a job application form
why oh why are they all the same....!??
i started completing the form, typing away, thinking i'll go for it anyway, and try and make it to the post..then i lost all my typing
sometimes, i guess you just have to know when to quit!

i have a sensation that my next job, hopefully in manchester, is going to be really quite different (perhaps even better...?!) than the jobs i've had in the past...so today's contender wouldn't have really fit that bill anyway..
time to learn how not not just settle for the easy, dull ways of life..

i wonder how one goes about that...
i wonder how one goes about dreaming the dreams of god...?
answers on a postcard, s'il vous plait, mes amis..