martes, septiembre 09, 2008

these days...

...are very odd
i am having an evening of much-crying...following on from a sudden spurt of crying last night before sleep...i was fine again during work today but this evening i have had to retreat to my folks' house after doing pretty well at staying in my bristol place for the last few days...
i just really miss him, to be honest with you..being near him made me happy in a way that being near to anyone else had never done before.....and i had never so enjoyed looking at another person before....and i think i am letting myself cry this evening because i think perhaps i have been holding it in. or maybe i've just been ok and today is just one of those days....

1 comentario:

Anónimo dijo...

big fat mega hugs and bangers and mash and CJ Cregg for you. I love your honesty and the beautifully diginified way you are walking this road. xxx