not oh happy day

oh dear god i am so cross today and sad
= disgruntled
i have not felt disgruntled for a very long time, months even. and now i am back, after all the hard tefl work, looking for a damn admin job.
oh i'm so cross.
there are no jobs.
and i am now sad about leaving people, which somehow until today i have not been.

got to snap out of it am getting prayed for oh joy in a couple of hours.
have abandoned all grammar propriety.