time for a little glass of wine...

oh who's idea was that...?! just saw the gribbos for a couple of hours....and now its back to no more manchester for this girl... i think that's gonna happen to me a few times over the next week or so, as all my friends go more or less right past my door to get to the holiday destination....no, i still don't want to go, but it sure was nice to see some kindred spirits. i have one or two here, that's for sure, but they are sporadically around....but the gribbos...ain't no one quite like em.....so no who's idea was this leaving thing....ah yes, mine, and probably the good lord's too..... now thing is, it just doesn't all seem to be working out quite like i had supposed it might....which is fine...its not exactly a grumble i have in me, more a severe question....when's it going to work...?! and severely rhetorical it is too.....shit man, i'm just so ready to go!! manchester stuff confuses me now....and gloucster stuff, well, there isn't any really...!! but spain stuff..........oh i was reading about this guy today, called someone Christie...an anarchist, scottish, but an anarchist of the late Franco-era.....he was part of a plot to assissinate franco, and it got foiled....the G2 was venerating him today and finding every word he said either hilarious or earth-shatteringly profound......he was a pretty great guy, but he did try to kill someone......he served his time, sure....and he was right in everything that were and are his opinions (in my opinion...) and i found myself feeling this huge feeling...i thought - am i really getting swepped along with this man and all his charisma....? but really....it was spain........all the talk of madrid and barcelona and the foothills of the pyrenees and the hitch-hiking and the plazas..........and i was aching.....its growing man, the ache.....which is what i need....the ache....i think its the ache that's gonna get me there you know.........................................you know..?