good one

see, sometimes all it takes is a coldplay song. they're not one of my favourite bands, but sometimes man, they just smack you with a bit of truth, or clarity, sometimes, its that old trick of just being good music.... time is on your side, being this evening's little gem........there's been a mounting fear in me that life was quite literally and rapidly passing by my window like the west midlands countryside on a virgin train on the way to manchester from here....i miss that
anyway, the point is, that youth and time are both on my side, even if i have recently half-conluded that god perhaps isn't. well, not conclusively concluded, i suppose....
i'd say it was more of an extended musing that refused to shift.
however, i do miss him and love him and do still believe the theory that life with him even at its worst (perhaps a bit like now for me) is better and fuller and sweeter than any kind of life without him. the good man clive staples was perhaps right after all......
the hardness of god is softer than the kindness of men